Blogging addiction?

recently I’ve been blogging whenever I’m free. This happens after work and is sort of a resting point for me to meditate and recap what I’ve been feeling about a litany of things: job, money, school, blogs, passion projects, people, the past and more. Never-ending fodder for the blog.

To be honest I don’t know what I’ve been doing for the past few years. Sometimes I feel strongly about the future. That’s what I’m obsessed with. Long-term changes. I think in an essential way the small stuff touches hands with the big stuff, embraces and leaves me wondering all the whys and whos and whats, whens, wheres and hows. I guess the ssomettimess small things evolve into bigger things which were always small things to begin with. Evolution is stasis on a relative scale, and I manipulate myself kidding what’s changing is ever going to not be different from before.

I wrote a long time ago that school was supposed to teach us about life – and used the imagery of Alexander the Great, chopping Gordian’s Knot in half. The complexity is so simple though. I wonder why I equated a school to a sword. I would think almost eugenically: a sword shorn by duller blades, a shard sharpened and dulled by other shards. Sharp sharp sharp brought into a brazier (read: armory) of glistening LVL 100+ swords. They’re simple and they shine. I can’t get this out of my head.

dissolution is a barrel in the sea

dissolution is time in a barrel in limbo in the sea

It’s hard to see it.

Moving on.

tagging these from a random blog: ANXIETY, ANXIOUS, BLOG, BLOGGER, CHANGE, COACHING, CONFIDENCE, EMOTIONAL, EXCUSES, FEAR, GROWTH, HAPPINESS, HARDWORK, HELP, ILLNESS, INSPIRATION, INSPIRE, LIFE, LIFESTYLE, LOST, LOVE, MENTAL, MENTAL HEALTH, MILLENNIAL, MOTIVATION, MYSELF, NEW, PATIENCE, PERSONAL, PRIORITIES, PSYCHOLOGY, RANT, REMINDER, SABOTAGE, SAFE, SCARED, SCHOOL, SELF IMPROVEMENT, SELFCARE, SELFSABOTAGE, STRESS, THOUGHTS, WORK

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